The comeback is always amazing
Life had been so busy with complaints and amazingly your inner voice which all it knows is just you is longing for the happiness and joy it's been missing all these days and just hoping that you would wake up to live again. Finally it got irriatated and came back with a bang to say "Hey write a bloggggggg".
It's been wonderful journey till date and everyday had been amazing in the Journey with my little man, my bundle of blessings who taught me to Love me again. That gratitude in your eyes and the way you make me feel special every moment which I experienced with your grandparents when ever I achieved something, you give me that everyday. You give me instant joy and you are such a sweet heart. You are so satisfied with such simple pleasures and you are teaching me life again. I can still see your eyes and the expression when I was so stressed at things, one look that changed me and helped me to realise this is not what I want..
Thank you God for answering my prayers and sending me this incredible gift something which I never imagined of.
I started to realise I will be an example of life for you and want that to be a better one as I believe you will extract the best out of it.
I want to give you the moral support and strenth and courage which makes you believe in yourself. All you need is yourself to survive.
My motto of life was "Do not lead life. Live life" and will be. What a relief. How silly, I have been just leading my life.. Love yourself to live your life. If you love yourself, everyone else will Love you :)
Tuesday, November 20, 2018
Raga in Sydney
It's been an Year and 2 months.
An awesome incredible time in my life where I experience those extremes in life which I never thought of.
That extreme of staying away from family and your husband being everything to you.
That extreme sadness when father was ill.
That extreme happiness when he started recovering.
That extreme sadness when I was being rejected for jobs.
That extreme happiness when we both got jobs at the same time.
That extreme stupidity of missing true friends.
That extreme fun and struggle of setting up a new home starting from scratch.
It's life and it's all about me.
The Transformation:
I am learning that my meal is complete even without rice...
I am learning that a meal can be a combination of Canned pumpkins and cereals.
I am learning that a meal need not always be hot.
I am learning that you need not boil milk to consume.
I am being convinced that Cold milk direct from fridge is the right way to eat.
I have learned that frozen foods are safer than ones from fridge.
End of the day:
I walk as fast as I can so that I can quickly go home cook for both of us and sleep early.
I see people in their jogging dress at the same time as their day starts then to burn their fat.
An awesome incredible time in my life where I experience those extremes in life which I never thought of.
That extreme of staying away from family and your husband being everything to you.
That extreme sadness when father was ill.
That extreme happiness when he started recovering.
That extreme sadness when I was being rejected for jobs.
That extreme happiness when we both got jobs at the same time.
That extreme stupidity of missing true friends.
That extreme fun and struggle of setting up a new home starting from scratch.
It's life and it's all about me.
The Transformation:
I am learning that my meal is complete even without rice...
I am learning that a meal can be a combination of Canned pumpkins and cereals.
I am learning that a meal need not always be hot.
I am learning that you need not boil milk to consume.
I am being convinced that Cold milk direct from fridge is the right way to eat.
I have learned that frozen foods are safer than ones from fridge.
End of the day:
I walk as fast as I can so that I can quickly go home cook for both of us and sleep early.
I see people in their jogging dress at the same time as their day starts then to burn their fat.
Friday, February 14, 2014
What is Time Management?
Often we listen to this complaint "I had no enough time." Every one has their own reasons. I jotted down my reasons below just to change myself. Its my blog :)
Not having time is lack of time management.
I just quoted few examples below I usually face and later declare I had no time.
I donno there seems to be many, but hey comeon this is the only life I have in which I am still yet to do so many things. Get going...
Not having time is lack of time management.
I just quoted few examples below I usually face and later declare I had no time.
- Banging the alarm and getting back to bed.
- Not telling NO. However I improved a lot in this area. Atleast I can say NO when I am at work.
- Uninvited guests / unexpected programs.
- I still do have time inspite of the above but I just prioritize my things.
- Just lazying around saying I need rest and feeling pity about myself.
I donno there seems to be many, but hey comeon this is the only life I have in which I am still yet to do so many things. Get going...
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
When meaning of life turns out to be a big ____________________
When you find no reason to live, When the world seems topsy-turvy, When you feel like screaming out for hope, there is only one formula to come back to the world of opportunities.
Close your eyes and remember your loved ones. This gives you the reason, the hope, sets the path.
Leave every thing and leave every one. Take a deep breath. No one takes your life that seriously except you.
World is so busy especially in these metropolitan cities. Take a break to get out of this life where day seems impossible with out your dedication and commitment. Nothing stops without you. Only you stop yourselves thinking so.
All the above things are very simple to speak but every one agrees that these are impractical. Only truth is we are born for a reason and lets discover the reason by fighting with life every day.
You yourself will take a break and realise that when the reason comes to you. Search life every day, every moment asking the reason why an incident happened. If you take things for granted life also takes you for granted. Investigate, search and acknowledge. Then you will know the begining and end of the story.
Only in movies we can find "They lived happily ever after". Did you ever think about that ever after? That moment of our life when we feel happy for some one when the movie ends begins with our ever after.
This post seems like leading nowhere but i know it's in search of the reason for this moment and for this post. If i assume this post ends here no it's not going to instead it's adding that ever after again as a next post.
Creating a blog ---- > Happily lived
Writing posts ---> ever after.
Creating blog -- Happily
Writing post --- living
Sharing this post --- Ever after
Hurray ! my post now gave me the final meaning of Happily lived ever after. :) :)
Close your eyes and remember your loved ones. This gives you the reason, the hope, sets the path.
Leave every thing and leave every one. Take a deep breath. No one takes your life that seriously except you.
World is so busy especially in these metropolitan cities. Take a break to get out of this life where day seems impossible with out your dedication and commitment. Nothing stops without you. Only you stop yourselves thinking so.
All the above things are very simple to speak but every one agrees that these are impractical. Only truth is we are born for a reason and lets discover the reason by fighting with life every day.
You yourself will take a break and realise that when the reason comes to you. Search life every day, every moment asking the reason why an incident happened. If you take things for granted life also takes you for granted. Investigate, search and acknowledge. Then you will know the begining and end of the story.
Only in movies we can find "They lived happily ever after". Did you ever think about that ever after? That moment of our life when we feel happy for some one when the movie ends begins with our ever after.
This post seems like leading nowhere but i know it's in search of the reason for this moment and for this post. If i assume this post ends here no it's not going to instead it's adding that ever after again as a next post.
Creating a blog ---- > Happily lived
Writing posts ---> ever after.
Creating blog -- Happily
Writing post --- living
Sharing this post --- Ever after
Hurray ! my post now gave me the final meaning of Happily lived ever after. :) :)
Thursday, April 19, 2012
A recalled aspiration......
In an interesting conversation today with my husband something striked my mind... Its not striking its like a pointer was called which has sent signals on one of my most aspiring research area and a course which i want to do at any cost in my life... May be it started when i was in my diploma and even I am surprised how did i forget it?
It's the human psychology course... I want to pursue this in any top grade university some time down the line without fail... Good that i recalled it and informed by hubby and I am sure i am gonna do this as he is always there to push me towards something which i aspire for...
I was wishing to do this for having peace of mind. Later after marriage may be i became busy reading my hubby and forgot about this.. I remember a saying that "It is easy to shape a mountain but it is foolish to think that you can change a human being" as every person is right in their context... :) That's the reason i never ask anyone "When will you change?" I just accept the way they are and my best pastime is to observe their actions.
There is an add where the daughter says to her mother that Mom i want to grow up and become a pilot while playing with Aeroplane and she remembers that she also wanted to become a writer after growing up and sits writing...
I am sure everyone had such aspirations once upon a time and we have already burried them unknowingly... Few recalled down the line and are able to do that... I wanted to be in the second category but not sure if i can ever do....
It's the human psychology course... I want to pursue this in any top grade university some time down the line without fail... Good that i recalled it and informed by hubby and I am sure i am gonna do this as he is always there to push me towards something which i aspire for...
I was wishing to do this for having peace of mind. Later after marriage may be i became busy reading my hubby and forgot about this.. I remember a saying that "It is easy to shape a mountain but it is foolish to think that you can change a human being" as every person is right in their context... :) That's the reason i never ask anyone "When will you change?" I just accept the way they are and my best pastime is to observe their actions.
There is an add where the daughter says to her mother that Mom i want to grow up and become a pilot while playing with Aeroplane and she remembers that she also wanted to become a writer after growing up and sits writing...
I am sure everyone had such aspirations once upon a time and we have already burried them unknowingly... Few recalled down the line and are able to do that... I wanted to be in the second category but not sure if i can ever do....
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Job..In Interview, In Project
I came across few people in job and the moments during their interaction, I jump into imagining the interview scene. Though i have not interviewed any one as a process of recruitment, whenever i interact with them i have a bad habit of interrogating them from their schooling to past company.
One good thing i like about myself i donot complain much. But one bad thing is if i really need help or clarification or doubts, i will think twice(struggle) before approaching them just because i donot want to disturb them or feel its not their job to help me... I feel i came out of that stage now with all the lessons learnt. It's obvious that when you have confidence the world looks tiny.
One good thing i like about myself i donot complain much. But one bad thing is if i really need help or clarification or doubts, i will think twice(struggle) before approaching them just because i donot want to disturb them or feel its not their job to help me... I feel i came out of that stage now with all the lessons learnt. It's obvious that when you have confidence the world looks tiny.
People would have lot of confidence in interview/interaction, they project themselves as the most effecient resource. Once they get assigned to work, they startup saying that in my old company it was like..., i was like.. , work was like.... ,I feel most of them are complaints which will actually let them down (conditions apply..) This statement however doesn't imply for everyone. It's not a single person's mistake, a frog in the well would imagine whole world is same and as they are succesful in their current job they feel any job is same. Recruiter would not be clear with the requirements(biggest barrier).. I remember one of my manager used the word mass recruitment.
I feel i have seen so many scenarios in life and these experiences teach what actually is job. Managers spend much of the time on analysis , and would always hold their words tight on time lines tasks.. Initially i used to wonder what the hell are these meetings, why can't we just jump into coding..however i learnt now.. because they know that the battle begins and the result can only be Win/Lose. He would be that careful because somewhere in life he failed once and paid for it :) :)..
Moment i believe that OH MY GOD i think i learnt enough, there is another new surprise waiting for me to repeat the same "OH MY GOD".. These suprises would be Good and Bad as well. :) :)
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I am responsible for the success of our team in coordinating with Business.
Title seems wierd and routine. For complete understanding read entire article. You may relate for your self some where below.
Now its time for appraisal at office. Time to fill performance logs. We have to project ourself as superior and all positives to survive and ask for promotion and Hike... Lead has already crossed this phase so he will also be trained with the process of handling the emotions of his time. Now when i am filling my appraisal form with all achievements a memory of my childhood is pinning my mind.
In my younger days, being mom's pet and observing her finally decided to do my first experiment by cooking a dish without anyone's help. Later i distributed it to neighbors expecting compliments and i got many. But what happened in meanwhile is my mom added enough flavors which i observed in secret but she never revealed as she want me to get credits for my efforts. Though i knew that, i just said to all that it was done by me only from start to end. Mom was feeling happy and proud inside....Mom's feelings are totally an out of box thoughts for this port.. :)..
Even now I am having the same feeling. Whenever a requirement comes, We discuss with our manager, do enough research, analyze and come up with all possible output, covering the SDLC... Not much explanation required for this.
Here comes the problem..How to project that I have only done all the tasks? If i say i got guidance and later implemented people say, Are you not independent? Affects appraisal. If I say I have only done this, Where should i include the role of people who helped me. If i need to ignore them, My mind is not at all allowing me to project myself as achiever.
Hence the Conclusion : Software engineer is a Robot with enough Inputs and extraordinary outputs.
Now its time for appraisal at office. Time to fill performance logs. We have to project ourself as superior and all positives to survive and ask for promotion and Hike... Lead has already crossed this phase so he will also be trained with the process of handling the emotions of his time. Now when i am filling my appraisal form with all achievements a memory of my childhood is pinning my mind.
In my younger days, being mom's pet and observing her finally decided to do my first experiment by cooking a dish without anyone's help. Later i distributed it to neighbors expecting compliments and i got many. But what happened in meanwhile is my mom added enough flavors which i observed in secret but she never revealed as she want me to get credits for my efforts. Though i knew that, i just said to all that it was done by me only from start to end. Mom was feeling happy and proud inside....Mom's feelings are totally an out of box thoughts for this port.. :)..
Even now I am having the same feeling. Whenever a requirement comes, We discuss with our manager, do enough research, analyze and come up with all possible output, covering the SDLC... Not much explanation required for this.
Here comes the problem..How to project that I have only done all the tasks? If i say i got guidance and later implemented people say, Are you not independent? Affects appraisal. If I say I have only done this, Where should i include the role of people who helped me. If i need to ignore them, My mind is not at all allowing me to project myself as achiever.
Hence the Conclusion : Software engineer is a Robot with enough Inputs and extraordinary outputs.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
TECH MATRIX @ Hyderabad techies.. First offline event .. Join and make it a grand success
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Monday, March 1, 2010
My Favorite Month March has begun...Ending the February Fever
February fever an exciting event conducted by hyderabadtechies.info has ended finally... Time is moving very fast.. February has passed away. There were 50+ Online sessions and i am still wondering as i feel it was just started Yesterday and ended today... In this short span quite lot of experiences...System OS got corrupted..Lost some important information.. A day outing for Cricket from office but winded up with practice match itself which was great fun again. Gained much information about technology because of these Online sessions...Little fights with near and dear ones. Started believing in few things which i never expected and self cautioning my self. A holy Shivarathri fasting and felt as if i got divine blessings and many many more... So many moments in just one month..Life is wonderful.February finally ended with an SMS saying that "Me along with family shifting permanently to Mumbai on 29th of February. Will miss you very much..Thanks for being such a nice friend..Bye".. A common message to all friends... First was surprised to hear that later realised no 29 in this month... Anyways March has begun my favorite month... Waiting for the new experiences it will get in this month. Hope will be busy with KT as the team is returning from Onsite :).. Getting to know future also :) . Why dont all days be alike? If they are same it would be like like eating same dishes every day... Different curries different tastes that's life :).. Tough to bear sometimes..But good to remember later that we crossed all barriers. Lots of philosophy want to wind up now...
Thursday, February 4, 2010
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