The comeback is always amazing
Life had been so busy with complaints and amazingly your inner voice which all it knows is just you is longing for the happiness and joy it's been missing all these days and just hoping that you would wake up to live again. Finally it got irriatated and came back with a bang to say "Hey write a bloggggggg".
It's been wonderful journey till date and everyday had been amazing in the Journey with my little man, my bundle of blessings who taught me to Love me again. That gratitude in your eyes and the way you make me feel special every moment which I experienced with your grandparents when ever I achieved something, you give me that everyday. You give me instant joy and you are such a sweet heart. You are so satisfied with such simple pleasures and you are teaching me life again. I can still see your eyes and the expression when I was so stressed at things, one look that changed me and helped me to realise this is not what I want..
Thank you God for answering my prayers and sending me this incredible gift something which I never imagined of.
I started to realise I will be an example of life for you and want that to be a better one as I believe you will extract the best out of it.
I want to give you the moral support and strenth and courage which makes you believe in yourself. All you need is yourself to survive.
My motto of life was "Do not lead life. Live life" and will be. What a relief. How silly, I have been just leading my life.. Love yourself to live your life. If you love yourself, everyone else will Love you :)
Tuesday, November 20, 2018
Raga in Sydney
It's been an Year and 2 months.
An awesome incredible time in my life where I experience those extremes in life which I never thought of.
That extreme of staying away from family and your husband being everything to you.
That extreme sadness when father was ill.
That extreme happiness when he started recovering.
That extreme sadness when I was being rejected for jobs.
That extreme happiness when we both got jobs at the same time.
That extreme stupidity of missing true friends.
That extreme fun and struggle of setting up a new home starting from scratch.
It's life and it's all about me.
The Transformation:
I am learning that my meal is complete even without rice...
I am learning that a meal can be a combination of Canned pumpkins and cereals.
I am learning that a meal need not always be hot.
I am learning that you need not boil milk to consume.
I am being convinced that Cold milk direct from fridge is the right way to eat.
I have learned that frozen foods are safer than ones from fridge.
End of the day:
I walk as fast as I can so that I can quickly go home cook for both of us and sleep early.
I see people in their jogging dress at the same time as their day starts then to burn their fat.
An awesome incredible time in my life where I experience those extremes in life which I never thought of.
That extreme of staying away from family and your husband being everything to you.
That extreme sadness when father was ill.
That extreme happiness when he started recovering.
That extreme sadness when I was being rejected for jobs.
That extreme happiness when we both got jobs at the same time.
That extreme stupidity of missing true friends.
That extreme fun and struggle of setting up a new home starting from scratch.
It's life and it's all about me.
The Transformation:
I am learning that my meal is complete even without rice...
I am learning that a meal can be a combination of Canned pumpkins and cereals.
I am learning that a meal need not always be hot.
I am learning that you need not boil milk to consume.
I am being convinced that Cold milk direct from fridge is the right way to eat.
I have learned that frozen foods are safer than ones from fridge.
End of the day:
I walk as fast as I can so that I can quickly go home cook for both of us and sleep early.
I see people in their jogging dress at the same time as their day starts then to burn their fat.
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