When meaning of life turns out to be a big ____________________

When you find no reason to live, When the world seems topsy-turvy, When you feel like screaming out for hope, there is only one formula to come back to the world of opportunities.

Close your eyes and remember your loved ones. This gives you the reason, the hope, sets the path.

Leave every thing and leave every one. Take a deep breath. No one takes your life that seriously except you.

World is so busy especially in these metropolitan cities. Take a break to get out of this life where day seems impossible with out your dedication and commitment. Nothing stops without you. Only you stop yourselves thinking so.

All the above things are very simple to speak but every one agrees that these are impractical.  Only truth is we are born for a reason and lets discover the reason by fighting with life every day.

You yourself will take a break and realise that when the reason comes to you. Search life every day, every moment asking the reason why an incident happened. If you take things for granted life also takes you for granted. Investigate, search and acknowledge. Then you will know the begining and end of the story.

Only in movies we can find "They lived happily ever after". Did you ever think about that ever after? That moment of our life when we feel happy for some one when the movie ends begins with our ever after.

This post seems like leading nowhere but i know it's in search of the reason for this moment and for this post. If i assume this post ends here no it's not going to instead it's adding that ever after again as a next post.

Creating a blog ---- > Happily lived
Writing posts ---> ever after.

Creating blog -- Happily
Writing post --- living
Sharing this post --- Ever after

Hurray ! my post now gave me the final meaning of Happily lived ever after. :) :)

A recalled aspiration......

In an interesting conversation today with my husband something striked my mind... Its not striking its like a pointer was called which has sent signals on one of my most aspiring research area and a course which i want to do at any cost in my life... May be it started when i was in my diploma and even I am surprised how did i forget it?

It's the human psychology course... I want to pursue this in any top grade university some time down the line without fail... Good that i recalled it and informed by hubby and I am sure i am gonna do this as he is always there to push me towards something which i aspire for...

I was wishing to do this for having peace of mind. Later after marriage may be i became busy reading my hubby and forgot about this.. I remember a saying that "It is easy to shape a mountain but it is foolish to think that you can change a human being" as every person is right in their context... :) That's the reason i never ask anyone "When will you change?" I just accept the way they are and my best pastime is to observe their actions.

There is an add where the daughter says to her mother that Mom i want to grow up and become a pilot while playing with Aeroplane and she remembers that she also wanted to become a writer after growing up and sits writing...

I am sure everyone had such aspirations once upon a time and we have already burried them unknowingly... Few recalled down the line and are able to do that... I wanted to be in the second category but not sure if i can ever do....

Job..In Interview, In Project

I came across few people in job and the moments during their interaction, I jump into imagining the interview scene. Though i have not interviewed any one as a process of recruitment, whenever i interact with them i have a bad habit of interrogating them from their schooling to past company.
One good thing i like about myself i donot complain much. But one bad thing is if i really need help or clarification or doubts, i will think twice(struggle) before approaching them just because i donot want to disturb them or feel its not their job to help me... I feel i came out of that stage now with all the lessons learnt. It's obvious that when you have confidence the world looks tiny.

People would have lot of confidence in interview/interaction, they project themselves as the most effecient resource. Once they get assigned to work, they startup saying that in my old company it was like..., i was like.. , work was like.... ,I feel most of them are complaints which will actually let them down (conditions apply..) This statement however doesn't imply for everyone. It's not a single person's mistake, a frog in the well would imagine whole world is same and as they are succesful in their current job they feel any job is same. Recruiter would not be clear with the requirements(biggest barrier).. I remember one of my manager used the word mass recruitment.

I feel i have seen so many scenarios in life and these experiences teach what actually is job. Managers spend much of the time on analysis , and would always hold their words tight on time lines tasks.. Initially i used to wonder what the hell are these meetings, why can't we just jump into coding..however i learnt now.. because they know that the battle begins and the result can only be Win/Lose. He would be that careful because somewhere in life he failed once and paid for it :) :)..

Moment i believe that OH MY GOD i think i learnt enough, there is another new surprise waiting for me to repeat the same "OH MY GOD".. These suprises would be Good and Bad as well. :) :)